choices

there are less than 1 month b4 i will get my SPM result...really horrible!!!i know my own ability,i wont get good result in SPM,i am not drivelling,it is TRUE!!!how i want 2 face this cruel fact?in fact,i am not someone intelligent or clever...what road should i choose after this?i really have no idea on this...if college,how about money?worry this...and worry that...i have no plan on my own future,so pity...some of my friends else had make their own plan,knowing their interest and their strength,but what is my strength?all of them have their own plan,not like me...still finding and finding,looking 4 nothing...i feel dreadful to think all of this!!really~OMG!!